Moscow. Cold and
chilly. Troubled with diarrhea; felt rather bad.
SOURCE: Jenkin Lloyd
Jones, An Artilleryman's Diary, p. 14
Moscow. Cold and
chilly. Troubled with diarrhea; felt rather bad.
SOURCE: Jenkin Lloyd
Jones, An Artilleryman's Diary, p. 14
New prisoners report favorable progress by our armies. Yesterday there
was a powerful rain lasting ten hours. In this part the soil is red and hard,
surface flat, and water stood from two to four inches deep. We stood up all
night to keep out of it. Those too feeble to do this, were drenched and
drowned. It was with great physical and mental effort that I was able to endure
the strain as I have been feeble several days.
Four crazy men have been wandering through camp several days. I noticed
one today without any clothing, having been naked for two weeks. He lay within
four rods of the south gate, arms extended, exposed to the sun, in full view of
everybody. His whole body was blistered, his countenance frightfully distorted,
giving utterance to unintelligible sounds, frothy matter oozing from his mouth
and nostrils, his eyes appearing blind. Another prisoner shot through the hips
last night by a guard. One lay near the brook delirious, burning with fever;
another near him was unable to speak; one-half buried in the swamp, covered by
a mass of maggots and flies. Those who brought him out said his eyes, ears,
nose and mouth were filled. Near the sink, in almost every passage, lay
half-rotting skeletons, evincing all the signs of deprivation and symptoms of
pestilence, and yet alive. All of this and I have not been out of my usual
course. Neither do I mention those who have a slight covering
to turn the sun. There are hundreds who would require the best treatment to be
saved, and perhaps could not be saved. In this absence of medical treatment we
resort to simple means to cure ourselves. A very limited supply of red root and
white gum bark can be found, on our new lot, and pine bark, which are used to
check the almost universal complaints, diarrhoea, dysentery and urinary
troubles. I observed several men today had buried their limbs to the knees, as
a remedy for scurvy. But the truth is there is no remedy for this condition under
the circumstances. Never could we imagine anything so horrible! We might write
volumes, and fail to describe the horrible reality. Our people would disbelieve
it, and "pooh" as if it were a fabulous tale. Tonight some have a
season of prayer near us. One or two most excellent prayers were offered,
prayers that would grace pulpits, bearing an earnestness of the soul's
devotion. It seemed so much like home, like steadfast faith and adoration, a
reflex of the all-reaching Providence, that we felt it good to be there; that
hearts are still alive, the finer sympathies not entirely stifled. How much
better to see men in such communion, seeking consolation from heaven, than to
see them worse than brutes, or fighting demons! No rations today.
SOURCE: John Worrell Northrop, Chronicles from the Diary of a
War Prisoner in Andersonville and Other Military Prisons of the South in 1864,
p. 83
Corinth. To-day we
were told the sad news of the death of one of our number, John Haskins, who
died during the night of chronic diarrhea. We had an inspection at 9 A. M. and
in the afternoon we paid the last tribute of respect which one man can pay to another,
to the remains of our comrade, Haskins. He was buried by the side of the brave
five that fell in the battle of Corinth.
SOURCE: Jenkin Lloyd
Jones, An Artilleryman's Diary, p. 10
July 3d, 1863.
We are encamped six
miles from Haines Bluff, on a ridge of ground, in a perfect wilderness. I have
hardly seen level ground enough, in this State, for a regiment to camp on. I
find blackberries in abundance, and, therefore, am content. They have formed a
large share of my diet, and have been both food and medicine. Scurvy and
diarrhea have entirely disappeared. That which we most need and cannot get is
pure water. The streams have all run dry, and unless it rains soon, every
spring within reach of us will fail. Water is now so scarce every regiment
except the Seventeenth has placed a guard over its own spring, and will not
allow others to use it. If we stay here long, we will be compelled to dig
wells.
We are now twelve
miles from Vicksburg and eight miles from the Big Black. I can still hear the
thunder of artillery, morning and eve, at the former place. If Grant celebrates
the Fourth inside of Vicksburg, as report says he intends to do, he must do
something decisive soon. He may be doing that very thing this minute. When I
began writing, his cannon kept up a continual roar. It has almost ceased. Perhaps
he is now storming their works.
Our men are still
throwing up fortifications. The whole country for fifteen miles around
Vicksburg is little less than a fortification. The inhabitants around here did
not run away at our approach. Most of them are intensely loyal just now. The
reports of want and destitution with which the papers are filled, and which I
doubted, are true. Many families draw all their supplies from our
Quartermaster. Soon all must do so.
Another night
cramped up on the cars; another night of painful nipping at napping amidst the
roar, the heat and jogging of the train. Everybody wanted to lie down, but
everybody was in the way; everybody wanted to straighten out, but no one could.
Once in a while one lifts his aching legs over heads and bodies, or stands up
to straighten them. Oh, the weary night, the sweat, the heated air of the car,
wherein were jammed 80 men till no more could get in, with the doors closed. It
is sickening to endure! Not a drop of water to cool thirst, not a moment of
ease for weary bodies; no rest for aching heads; not an overdose of patience
for one another. Morning came and we were still rolling on through the pine,
the barren waste, the plantation, with its mansion aloof, and slave huts; the
thatched roof shanty of poor white, and now and then halting at small stations
"to feed the hoss."
Villages of any
account are far apart. At all these places the negro is chief; Nig does the
work, eats the poorest victuals, is an all around man. At every depot, every
shed, wood pile and water tank, the darky "am de man." He engineers,
fires, he brakes. This animal runs the Confederacy. Everything is very unlike
our Northern routes, in wood, in field, in civilization. It appears to me like
"Reducing the white man to the level of the negro “—indeed it does, Jeff!”
These motley crowds, these black white faces, these white black faces, look
like amalgamation, you conservators of an oligarchial, doomed institution upon
which you seek to rear an oligarchy!
At 6 a. m. the
whistle blows at Macon, Ga., and we stop. The doors open and a few slide to the
ground to straighten out, to limber up and to try and get a drink; but few
succeeded in getting out, however. A citizen told me the population of Macon
was 20,500. It is located in a basin formed by sloping hills around it, near
the Ocmulgee River. At 7:30 a. m. we start southward towards Americus about 70
miles south. The country is more thickly inhabited, is a richer region. Fort
Valley is 30 miles south of Macon. Here were plenty of customers for anything
we had to sell. Men came out with corn bread to exchange for wallets and it
didn't take them long to "get shut on't"; both sexes, all colors, all
grades. We were not the first load of "hyenas" that had gone down, so
they did not come out to see the show, but wanted to know "Whar you'ns all
from" and to traffic. It began to be hinted that we were not going to
Americus, where the guard had told us our prisoners are; that it is a splendid
camp, greensward, beautiful shade trees, nice tents and a right smart river,
those that had "been thar a heep o' times with you'ns fellers." We
had hoped that such might be our lot; but now everyone was wonderfully
ignorant. When asked they would say, "can't tell you sar." At
Oglethorpe I asked a citizen how far it was to Americus.
"Oh, right
smart, I reckon; you'ns not going thar though."
"Where are we
going?" I asked another.
"Oh, just down
thar where all o' you'ns fellers goes."
"How far?"
"Right smart
bit, I reckon."
"Well, how many
miles?"
"Good bit, fo'
mile, reckon—you'ns got any rings?"
"What
place?"
"Andersonville,
they call it I reckon."
"How do they
fare?"
"Right good—don't
know; die mighty fast, I har."
A gentleman of
leisure said, "You bet they do.”
"It is a hard
place, is it?"
"You will see
all you want to see before long"
"Have shelter,
of course?"
"Guess
so-you'll see, pretty soon.”
Heaving a long sigh
we cursed their blasted Confederacy and black infamous cause, then took it
cool. In 30 minutes the train halted again. There was a newly built storehouse
consisting of pine slabs set up on end, and appearances of a hastlily constructed
military station. Preparations were made to disimbark. I looked out, saw but
one house in the place, country looked barren, uninviting. About half a mile
east was a large pen filled with men. At a glance I caught a view of thousands
of prisoners; ragged, rusty blankets put up in all conceivable modes to break
the blistering sun rays. It was a great mass of grim visages, a multitude of
untold miseries. It reminded me first of a lately seared fallow, then a foul
ulcer on the face of nature, then of a vast ant hill alive with thousands of
degraded insects. The degradation that pervades the lowest and meanest beings
in nature struck me as beneficent compared with the desperately barbarous
conditions imposed upon the inmates of those roofless walls. Not a shed or a
sheltering tree was in the place. Some whose senses were not benumbed,
exclaimed, "My God that is the place, see the prisoners; they will not put
us in there, there is no room! By this time men were getting off and straggling
along the sandy road to the prison. About half way we halted to form and an
officer on horseback met us heading a new guard. "Git into fo's
thar," was the order. We moved to the right near the south side of the
prison near Captain Wirz's headquarters, and formed into detachments of 270 in
charge of sergeants. We were suffering from thirst, heat, hunger, fatigue.
Presently the commandant of the prison with a lieutenant and sergeant came down
the line. I asked to go to the creek and fill some canteens, pleading our
suffering condition. In a passion, pistol in hand, the officer turned with a
ferocious oath, putting the pistol to my nose saying, “I'll shoot you if you
say dot again." Stepping back he yelled:
"If another man
ask for water I shoot him."
To the left a poor
fellow had squat in the ranks. This officer whom I found to be Captain Wirz,
rushed upon him with an oath, kicking him severely and yelled savagely,
"Standt up in ter ranks!"
The ground was
covered with small bushes. While waiting some worked industriously pulling and
packing in bundles to carry in for shelter. After two hours we started, but all
were forced by bayonets to drop the bushes. As the column was pouring through
the gate, a comrade said "Take a long breath North; it is the last free
air we shall breath soon." Oh, how many lingering looks and despondent
sighs were cast, as we were driven like brutes into a worse than brutish pen!
We entered the south
gate. A narrow street runs nearly through the prison from east to west, the
narrowest way. I had reached nearly midway when the column halted. Old
prisoners gathered frantically about, begging for hardtack, or something else.
The air was suffocating, the sights beheld are not to be described. The outside
view was appalling; contact a thousand times more horrible!
On my right, as we
entered, I saw men without a thread of clothing upon their dirty skeletons,
some panting under old rags, or blankets raised above them. One was trying to
raise himself; getting upon his hands and feet, his joints gave way; he pitched
like a lifeless thing in a heap, uttering the most wailful cry I ever heard.
Such things are frequent. The simile strikes me that they are like beings
scarce conscious of life, moved by a low instinct, wallowing in the filth and
garbage where they happen to be. On the left the scene was equally sickening.
The ground for several yards from the gate was wet with excrement, diarrhoea
being the disease wasting the bodies of men scarce able to move. Need I speak
of the odor? Then the wounds of eight months were visible and disgusting! We
dare not look around! At a halt we asked where are we to go? Why do they not
take us on?
"You can't get
no further; as much room here as anywhere,” said an Ohio man.
"For God's
sake," I said to the anxious gazers that thronged around asking to be
given something—"Give me just one hardtack," begged starved creatures—"stand
back and give us a chance! We have no hardtack."
Finding a spot eight
of us deposited our luggage and claimed it by right of [“]squatter
sovereignty." Eight of us are so fortunate as to have five woolen
blankets, our party consisting of Orderly Sergeant G. W. Mattison, Second
Sergeant O. W. Burton, W. Boodger, Stephen Axtel, Waldo Pinchen, H. B.
Griffith, Lloyd G, Thompson and myself. Here we took up our abode together. I
obtained three sticks split from pine, saved at the time the stockade was
opened, four and six feet long, upon which we erected three of the blankets in
the form of a tent. For these I paid 50c, each.
Nothing of the rules
and regulations of the prison were announced by the authorities, in consequence
of which, I learned after, many a man lost his life by being shot. Soon after
arriving I went to the stream to drink and wash. Being ignorant of the supposed
existence of a dead line, and, to escape the crowd, I stepped over where it was
supposed to be. Immediately I was caught by a man who drew me back shouting:
"Come out, they will shoot you!" Looking up I saw the sentries, one
on each side with their pieces fixed upon me. I then learned that the order was
to shoot any man, without a word, who steps beyond the line, or where it should
be. I was partly forced, by the crowding, into that vacancy, and partly tempted
by the clear water which was pouring through the stockade a few feet to the
west, the water in the stream appearing very filthy. With feelings of
thankfulness towards the strangers who frightened that rule into me, I shall
ever remember. I thought of the maxim in Seneca, "Let every man make the
best of his lot," and prepare for the worst. So I determined to do what I
could to inform new men of the danger at this point, for I soon learned that
nearly every day, since new prisoners had been coming in, men had been shot at
this place under the same circumstances.
After being settled
Thompson and I took a stroll to find, if possible, a better place, without
avail. Passing down the older settled and thickly crowded part where there are
small dirt huts which were early erected, I observed a man sitting under an old
tent with a book. This was unexpected. "Here is a book of poems," I
said to Thompson, halting.
"Yes, sir,
Milton's 'Paradise Lost," said he, handing it to me. He was an old
prisoner from Rosecrans army, having wintered at Danville, Va., a prisoner
since Chickamauga. He told us freely all he knew about our new world, appeared
a perfect gentleman, manifested very friendly feeling, urged us to accept his
book and call often. The mellow beam of a genial nature shone in his face.
Although we did not learn his name that day, we felt him to be a friend. I had
a paper, purchased at Augusta, having accounts of Johnston's run before
Sherman, how one of Johnston's men cried, "General, we are marching too
fast; we don't want to retreat, had rather fight." "We are not
retreating, boys, we are only falling back so Sherman won't get round our
flank," said Johnston, which I gave him.
The stockade is made
from pine trees cut, from the prison ground, into 25 feet lengthts, feet of
which is set into the ground, and the timbers are strongly pinned together.
Until last winter this was primeval forest, heavily timbered with pine. The
sentry boxes are six to eight rods apart near the top of the wall, each box
having a roof, the platform being reached by stairs. The ground is said to
contain 13 acres, including the lagoon of about two acres, which cannot be
occupied except a few islands
in the midst. A
small stream runs through from west to east. The water is nearly as black as
the mud of its mirey banks, and tastes of it, and nearly divides the camp
equally, both the north and south parts sloping towards it. There are some log
huts built by the first prisoners when the stockade was opened, from the waste
timber left on the ground. Now even the stumps have been dug up for wood. Two
large tall pines are left standing in the southeast corner; otherwise there is
not a green thing in sight. The dead line is a board laid and nailed on tops of
posts, four feet high, about six yards from the stockade. There are two gates
on the west side, north and south of the brook. Sinks are dug on the bank near
the swamp on the east side, but not sufficient to accommodate a tenth part of
the persons on the south side to which it alone is accessible; so the north
edge of the swamp, parallel with the stream, is used for the same purpose. Just
at dark two mule teams were driven with rations, to be delivered to sergeants
in charge of detachments for distribution to their men. We get two ounces of
bacon, a piece of corn bread 2x4 inches for one day. There are over 14,000 men
here, mostly old prisoners from Belle Isle, Libby and Danville prisons. The
bacon is so stale, that a light stroke from the finger knocks it to pieces,
leaving the rind in the hand.
SOURCE: John Worrell
Northrop, Chronicles from the Diary of a War Prisoner in Andersonville
and Other Military Prisons of the South in 1864, p. 55-60
A good work designed
to remedy somewhat the unwholesomeness of the place, began today. A squad of
men are furnished spades, hand barrows, which they themselves constructed, and
carpenter tools, and voluntarily go to work burying the filth and sinks that
have overflowed, and cover several yards and is in terrible ferment and alive
with vermin. The plan is to cover a portion of the swamp near the east part
each side of the stream, about five rods wide by 10 long, with dirt from the
banks and erect a framework over the stream for a privy. This will partially
supply the wants for the south side, but the north is separated by an
impassable marsh. This project is set on foot by persistent pleading of our men
with physicians and officers of the military post, as chances have been
offered, to get the means for doing it. Through them Wirz has been induced to
acquiesce, but like all internal improvements, humane influence has to be
brought to bear upon Wirz. He was persuaded by the argument that prison insobordination
was more likely to occur under unsanitary conditions, that there was great
libality of epidemic that would sweep both the prison and military post. A
colonel of the post was inside this morning and talked with some of us. His
opinion is that we will soon be exchanged; but I do not indulge in hopes likely
to be deferred, which "maketh the heart sick." A day ration was shown
him. He said more was allowed; that there was no reason why rations are so
small; that more is provided under the regulations; expressed a belief that
someone is speculating to our injury and, though he had no authority, he would
inquire into the matter.
Weather intensely
hot, the sick badly affected and are multiplying. Every day men die, every
morning are carried out. The average number of deaths now is said to be 40,
although 70 have died some days, the principal disorder being diarrhoea, induced
by the nature of the food; it has become chronic. Scurvy which affects mouths
and limbs, sometimes back and bowels, is increasing. One doctor speaks of an
affection of the spleen. In many homesickness may hasten disease and loss of
strength. It seems as inevitable as bodily ailments under these conditions.
When men fall hopeless and helpless, griping with pain, it is not unnatural
that nostalgia be added to the scale of misery. When these compiaints unite,
the days of victims are being numbered.
Prisoners come in
from Florida captured on the 18th. They were engaged in collecting horses and
cattle for the army. I spoke with a man, prisoner since Gettysburg, who
attracts attention, though thin and yellow, he is remarkably smart. His
clothing is all worn out. On the way from Richmond a woman gave him a petticoat
which reaches just below his knees that whops about his legs as he strolls
characteristically through the camp, a sailor's cap on his head, and not
another rag on his person.
Two wells near us
are finished which we assisted to dig; the water is excellent. Pinchen has
finished his bucket whittled from rations of wood, and hooped with knapsack
straps, and it is used to draw water. Griffith and I have sold four tin plates
for $1 each. This money helps us live.
SOURCE: John Worrell
Northrop, Chronicles from the Diary of a War Prisoner in Andersonville
and Other Military Prisons of the South in 1864, p. 69-70
Owing to wet
clothing and a chill I could not sleep. Before day I was watching the country.
At sunrise we were alongside the Little Roanoke River near its confluence with
the Staunton. On the bridge over the Staunton several guns were planted, one so
near the track that the engine swept it off. This was in expectation of a
cavalry raid. We were 46 miles from Danville. Here they retain their slaves and
agriculture is in its usual state. As we approach the Dan River the country is
admirable, rolling land, rich valleys. The road runs near the river several
miles north of Danville, then sight is lost of it. At this point I judge it is
larger than the James at Lynchburg. It was after 3 p. m. when we got off the
train at Danville and marched through the place, and an hour later when we get
into quarters in a large brick building formerly a tobacco warehouse. In
passing through we tried to buy bread of women who offered, but guards would
not allow. Several buildings were filled with prisoners. As we got near the
building we were to enter I saw a man taken at the battle of Chickamauga eight
months before, who attempted to talk but was driven away. He was on parole
building a high fence back of our prison. We were crowded so thickly into the
building that there is scarce room to lie down. While waiting for rations a man
passed through with tobacco at $1 in greenbacks and $3 in "Confed" a
plug. At length rations came, corn bread and bacon warm. This was new, men had
a great relish for it. It was the third day's ration drawn during the nine days
we had been prisoners. Danville is four miles from the North Carolina line on
the Dan, a branch of the Roanoke River. It has water power for manufacturing,
but not developed; lies in a fertile country; the river is boatable to the
falls in the Roanoke 40 miles east to Clarkville. Population, 1,900. Close
confinement, not being allowed to get faces to windows, although they are
heavily barred with strips of oak plank, the nature of our rations and
conditions in general, began to work perceptibly on men. Water is insufficient
and bad, taken from the Dan, muddy in consequence of rain. Diarrhoea is
becoming universal. Bread is coarse, no seasoning.
SOURCE: John Worrell
Northrop, Chronicles from the Diary of a War Prisoner in Andersonville
and Other Military Prisons of the South in 1864, p. 46
It is now between
two and three months since our regiment went into camp. We have had nearly
three hundred cases of measles, with about as many of diarrhoea, dysentery and
fever. Not one quarter of the regiment but has been sick in some way, and yet
last night every man who left home with the regiment slept in camp-not one
death by sickness or accident, none left behind, not one lost by desertion! May
we not challenge the armies of the world for a parallel? We are sleeping on our
arms every night, in anticipation of an attack on Washington, and it seems to
be the general belief that we shall be attacked here. I am no military man, and
my opinion here is of no account to the world, but to me, for whose especial
benefit it is written, it is worth as much as would be the opinion of a
Napoleon. That opinion is, that we shall have no fight here—that the enemy is
out-generaling us by feints to induce us to concentrate our forces here, whilst
he makes a strike and overpowers us elsewhere.
SOURCE: Alfred L.
Castleman, The Army of the Potomac. Behind the Scenes. A Diary of
Unwritten History; From the Organization of the Army, by General George B.
McClellan, to the close of the Campaign in Virginia about the First Day
January, 1863, p. 19-20
December 29th, 1862.
As I was sitting by my cosy fire last evening—for we have evenings here, long, dreary ones—thinking of past events and trying, with my weak vision, to pierce the dark future, the thought occurred to me where is all the trust and confidence with which I started out, and which cheered and sustained me until our late defeat? Have we made no advance? Surely we have made blunders, but will we not profit by them? We are learning the art of war—time is required to change a citizen into a soldier. Our officers are being weighed the light weights cast aside or relegated to their class—and the good work will go on until one is found of size and weight to cope with Lee. 'Tis said, "Great generals are born, not made;" that true greatness is also modest, and does not vaunt itself; but our President is on the lookout for him and will find him—never fear—one who has the genius to plan, the will to do, the nerve to dare. As I pondered, hope returned and all my gloomy forebodings fled away.
As I was about to retire for the night, our door was thrown open and some letters were handed in. Among them was one for me. I recognized the well-known hand—tore open the envelope, and, after perusing the welcome contents over and over again, I went to bed and dreamed of home.
Inexpressibly dear, to the soldier, are letters from home. It is interesting to stand by as the mail is being distributed, and, as the names are called, witness the animated, joyful expression that illuminates the countenance of the happy recipients, while those less favored retire to their tents disappointed and sad.
Captain Goldsmith has returned, but will not stay long, as he has sent in his resignation. The regiment is hard at work building winter quarters. Our houses are all built after the same pattern-eight feet by ten in size, five feet high-rafters one-fourth pitch, covered with tent cloth. The different companies are separated by streets one rod wide. The men do not work with very good heart, as they expect orders to leave as soon as finished. They say this has been their experience in the past.
Contrary to expectations, the health of the men does not improve with frosty nights. Diarrhea, colds and rheumatism prevail, with now and then a case of fever.
SOURCE: David Lane, A Soldier's Diary: The Story of a Volunteer, 1862-1865, p. 24-5
On the 19th of June,
1861, the 5th Regiment of Wisconsin Vols., being partially organized, went into
camp at Madison, Wis. Here it remained for a time, perfecting its organization,
drilling and preparing itself for the hardships, the dangers, and the
responsibilities to be encountered in the battle-field, against a people
warlike and chivalric; a people who are taught to regard physical courage, and
recklessness of physical danger, as the noblest qualities of the human race,
and a people whose chief pride was to win in fight, whether with individuals or
in masses; but a people, who, having entrusted their politics to professed
politicians, were misled to believe that, by their brothers of the Northern
States of this Union, their rights of property were invaded, and their homes
were coveted as a prize for distribution amongst the overgrown population of
the North. But to enter into a discussion of the merits of this rebellion, now
devastating the most beautiful country known to man, carrying in its march a
passover of beggary, of destitution, and of death, is not in accordance with
the object of this little book. It is therefore passed over, that the reader
may at once be permitted to enter into a detail of the subjects indicated in
our preface.
From the time of the
commencement of the rebellion, by actual war on Fort Sumter, in April of this
year, its settlement by rapid and decisive victories over the rebels was
subject of merriment, and looked on as matter of course. We were going to war
with a people of not half our numbers, without money, without munitions of war,
without navy, without anything in fine of those elements which go to make up
the ensemble of a people powerful in war, and we were entering into the strife
as a short interlude to the hum-drum vocations of life. "How could a
people thus situated hope to compete with the parent Government, rich in every
element which makes a great people?" This was the reasoning. In vain were
our people told of the character of the Southerners. In vain were they referred
to the results of our own rebellion and successful revolutionary war with
England. "Oh!" was the reply, "Steamships were not known in
those days, and England had to cross the ocean to fight us." "But Hungary,
with its population of only 3,000,000, and without revenue, withstood the whole
power of Austria, till the hordes of Russia had to be called in to aid in their
subjugation." "But Austria had become a superannuated and feeble
people." No reasoning would answer. The subjugation of the revolted States
was to be a pastime, and could be nothing but a pastime. Thus went on matters,
drilling as an amusement, preparatory to the enjoyment of a war, all the
results of which were to be on our side, and obtained without sacrifice or suffering.
*
* * * * *
On the afternoon of
the 21st July, 1861, the electric wires brought us the intelligence from Bull
Run that our army was whipped, was routed, was scattered in flight. The heart
of the whole North received a shock of sadness and of disappointment. Soldiers
in camp began to realize that war meant work and danger, and the Regiment of
which I was a member at once received orders to be in readiness to march at the
earliest possible moment, to hurry to the aid of its companions
in arms. It was in
sad plight for the exposures of camp life. ’Twas in the heat of summer, when
fevers and diarrhoea prevail in their worst forms. The measles had broken out
in camp, and one-third of the soldiers were suffering from disease of some
kind. Nevertheless, active preparation went on, and on the fourth day after the
receipt of the sad news the Regiment was on its way to battle.
On the 27th of July
we reached Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, and went into Camp Curtin. For months this
had been a rendezvous for regiment after regiment. The grounds had not been
cleaned—the weather was intensely hot, without a leaf to intercept the
scorching rays of the sun. The stench of the camp was intolerable, and the sickness
of the troops rapidly increased.1
On the 29th of July,
at night, we received orders to be ready to march at 3 o'clock next morning.
Our destination was supposed to be Harper's Ferry, where we were at once to
engage the enemy and to "wind up the war." So great was the
excitement (these things were all new then) that very few laid down for rest
during the night. At 3 A. M., of the 30th, all tents were struck and rolled up;
mess chests were packed, and everyone ready for the order to move. But sunrise came
and found us sitting on our packages. The day wore on, I think the hottest I
ever experienced. The troops remained exposed to the broiling sun till 2
o'clock P. M., when we embarked on open platform cars, without seats, and
without covering. We ran down through the city, crossed the Susquehannah
Bridge, halted, and remained sitting or standing in the sun till evening. The
heat of the day, determining the circulation to the skin, had brought out the
eruption in many cases of measles, and the poor fellows had to sit and suffer,
without a place to lie down, or even a back to lean against. At dusk we found
ourselves again under way; ran down to York, Pa., about forty miles. It had now
commenced raining, and the cars were run out from the depot, and the suffering
men who had been all day washed with their own perspiration, were compelled to
sit all night in the rain. Sick or well, 'twas all the same. None were permitted
to leave the open cars and go back into the depot. Towards morning the rain
stopped; the wind shifted suddenly to the Northwest, and it was cold as
November. After the long tedious night of suffering, the morning came, and we
ran down to Baltimore, arriving there at 8 o'clock on the morning of July 31st.
We had anticipated
trouble here. We disembarked, marched with muskets loaded, and bayonets fixed,
from north to south through the entire length of the city, without molestation,
except from the scowls of secessionists, and the welcoming hurrahs of friends.2
At the Camden Street depot we remained in the most uncomfortable condition which
it is possible to conceive till sunset, when we were ordered for the twentieth
time during the day to "fall in." We disembarked, marched about two
and a half miles, and camped on an elevated ground to the north of, and
overlooking a large part of the city and bay. The regiment did not get settled
till midnight, and many were so exhausted that they threw themselves on the
ground, with their clothes still wet from the previous night's rain. The
medical department, however, succeeded by 10 o'clock in getting up tents to
protect the sick, and they were made as comfortable as the circumstances would
permit.
Here the regiment
remained till the 8th of August, without any occurrences worthy of note, except
that sickness continued to increase, and the knowledge I gained as to how
little some military commanders cared for the comfort of their sick men. After
we had been here five or six days, the Colonel was positively ignorant of the
fact that we had a hospital on the ground, though there were three within fifty
feet of his quarters, filled to their utmost capacity with the sick and
suffering. I was now receiving but little support in my efforts for their
health and comfort.
1 I made it my business to visit every tent
twice a day, to see that they were thoroughly cleaned, and that the sides of
the tent were raised so as freely to admit a current of air. But here the air
without was so foul as to improve the condition inside but little. I will here
say, however, that the Surgeon of a Regiment who does not visit every tent in
his encampment at least once a day, to satisfy himself by personal inspection
that it is thoroughly cleaned and ventilated, and that at least once a week the
tents are all struck, and the sun admitted for several hours to the ground on
which they stand, is not deserving of the position which he holds.
2 Only two companies were armed. They were
placed one in front, the other in the rear of the Regiment, and so marched
through the city.
SOURCE: Alfred L. Castleman, The Army of the Potomac. Behind the Scenes. A Diary of Unwritten History; From the Organization of the Army, by General George B. McClellan, to the close of the Campaign in Virginia about the First Day January, 1863, p. 5-9
DEAR GENERAL: I
would most respectfully suggest that you use your personal influence with
President Lincoln to accomplish a result on which it may be the ultimate peace
and security of our country depends. I mean to his use of the draft to fill up
our old regiments.
I see by the public
journals that a draft is to be made, and that 100,000 men are to be assigned to
fill up the old regiments, and 200,000 to be organized as new troops. I do not
believe that Mr. Lincoln, or any man, would at this critical period of our
history repeat the fatal mistakes of last year. Taking this army as a fair
sample of the whole, what is the case? The regiments do not average 300 men,
nor did they exceed that strength last fall when the new regiments joined us in
November and December. Their rolls contained about 900 names, whereas now their
ranks are even thinner than the older organizations. All who deal with troops
in fact instead of theory know that the knowledge of the little details of camp
life is absolutely necessary to keep men alive. New regiments for want of this
knowledge have measles, mumps, diarrhea, and the whole catalogue of infantile
diseases, whereas the same number of men distributed among the older regiments
would learn from the sergeants and corporals and privates the art of taking
care of themselves, which would actually save their lives and preserve their
health against the host of diseases that invariably attack the new regiments.
Also, recruits distributed among older companies catch up, from close and
intimate contact, a knowledge of drill, the care and use of arms, and all the
instruction which otherwise it would take months to impart. The economy, too,
should recommend the course of distributing all the recruits as privates to the
old regiments, but these reasons appear to me so plain that it is ridiculous
for me to point them out to you, or even to suggest them to an intelligent
civilian.
I am assured by many
that the President does actually desire to support and sustain the Army, and
that he desires to know the wishes and opinions of the officers who serve in
the wood instead of the "salon." If so, you would be listened to.
It will take at
least 600 good recruits per regiment to fill up the present army to the proper
standard. Taking 1,000 as the number of regiments in actual existence, this
would require 600,000 recruits. It may be the industrial interests of the
country will not authorize such a call, but how much greater the economy to
make an army and fight out this war at once. See how your success is checked by
the want of prompt and adequate enforcement to guard against a new enemy
gathering to the rear. Could your regiments be filled up to even the standard
of 700 men for duty, you would be content to finish quick and well the work so
well begun. If a draft be made, and the men be organized into new regiments
instead of filling up the old, the President may satisfy a few aspiring men,
but will prolong the war for years and allow the old regiments to die of
natural exhaustion. I have several regiments which have lost honestly in battle
and by disease more than half their original men, and the wreck or remainder,
with colonel, lieutenant-colonel, major, ten captains, lieutenants, &c.,
and a mere squad of men, remind us of the army of Mexico—all officers and no
men. It would be an outrage to consolidate these old, tried, and veteran
regiments and bring in the new and comparatively worthless bodies. But fill up
our present ranks, and there is not an officer or man of this army but would
feel renewed hope and courage to meet the struggles before us.
I regard this matter
as more important than any other that could possibly arrest the attention of
President Lincoln, and it is for this reason that I ask you to urge it upon him
at this auspicious time. If adopted, it would be more important than the
conquest of Vicksburg and Richmond together, as it would be a victory of common
sense over the popular fallacies that have ruled and almost ruined our country.
SOURCE: The War of the Rebellion: A Compilation of the Official
Records of the Union and Confederate Armies, Series III, Volume 3 (Serial No.
124), p. 386-8