Harper's Ferry, May 12 (1861).
Precious Wife, — As far
as I know, I am in for the war, and cannot say when I will see you again. It
would surprise you to see with what flexibility I adapt myself to my new
circumstances. I did not know before how well I could get through work which is
new to me, nor did I know how much technical acquaintance with military matters
I had absorbed (for I never paid the least attention to them) by my
life-long connection with the Institute. At all events, I have been for a week,
since Massie's absence, acting as chief aid, settling all manner of questions
for colonels, majors, and captains, and sometimes when Jackson was absent
looking after his fortifications, acting as commander-in-chief. (Don't repeat
such things to anybody.) We have regular and earnest war, in all but the
battle, that has not come yet. The preparatory arrangements for war are more
difficult and responsible than the battle itself, and the indirect evils are
more to be deplored than the positive loss of life. Don't I long for my dear
wife and children? Indeed I do. Tell George I have got my big sword sharpened
up now, and ride a nice horse. . . . I
have not heard a single word from you, but I know you do not forget to think of
and pray for me. God bless us all.
Your Husband.
SOURCE: Elizabeth Preston Allan, The Life and
Letters of Margaret Junkin Preston, p. 118
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