CAMP 1 MILE WEST OF
CENTREVILLE,
26 FROM WASHINGTON, July
19, 1861.
I wrote to John yesterday asking him to send you my letters
that you might be assured of my safety. Thus far the enemy have retired before
us. Yesterday our General Tyler made an unauthorized attack on a battery over
Bull Run. They fired gun for gun, and on the whole had the best of it. The
General finding Centreville, a strong place, evacuated, followed their tracks
to Bull Run which has a valley, deeply wooded, admitting only of one narrow
column. I was sent for and was under fire about half an hour, the rifled cannon
shot cutting the trees over head and occasionally pitching into the ground — three
artillerists, one infantry and three horses in my brigade, with several
wounded. I have not yet learned the full extent of damage, and as it was a
blunder, don't care. I am uneasy at the fact that the volunteers do pretty much
as they please, and on the slightest provocation bang away. The danger from
this desultory firing is greater than from the enemy, as they are always so
close, whilst the latter keep a respectable distance.
We were under orders to march at 6 P. M., but it was
properly countermanded as night marches with raw troops are always dangerous. Now
our orders are to march at 2½ A. M. The division of Tyler to which my Brigade
belongs will advance along a turnpike road to a bridge on Bull Run. This bridge
is gone, and there is a strong battery on the opposite shore of the river. Here
I am summoned to a council at 8 P. M. at General McDowell's camp about a mile
distant. I am now there, all the Brigade commanders are present, and only a few
minutes intervene before they all come to this table.
I know tomorrow and next day we shall have hard work, and I
will acquit myself as well as I can. With regulars, I would have no doubts, but
these volunteers are subject to stampedes.
Yesterday there was an ugly stampede of 800 Massachusetts
men. The Ohio men claim their discharge, and so do others of the three months
men. Of these I have the Irish 69th New York, which will fight. . . .
My best love to all. My faith in you and the children is
perfect, and let what may befall me I feel they are in a fair way to grow up in
goodness and usefulness.
Goodbye for the present.
SOURCE: M. A. DeWolfe Howe, Editor,
Home Letters of
General Sherman, p. 201-2. A full copy of this letter
can be found in the
William T Sherman Family
papers (SHR), University of Notre Dame Archives (UNDA), Notre Dame, IN
46556, Folder CSHR 1/138.