Victory! Victory heads every telegram now;1 one
reads it on the bulletin-board. It is the anniversary of the battle of Fort
Moultrie. The enemy went off so quickly, I wonder if it was not a trap laid for
us, to lead us away from Richmond, to some place where they can manage to do us
more harm. And now comes the list of killed and wounded. Victory does not seem
to soothe sore hearts. Mrs. Haskell has five sons before the enemy's
illimitable cannon. Mrs. Preston two. McClellan is routed and we have twelve
thousand prisoners. Prisoners! My God! and what are we to do with them? We
can't feed our own people.
For the first time since Joe Johnston was wounded at Seven
Pines, we may breathe freely; we were so afraid of another general, or a new
one. Stonewall can not be everywhere, though he comes near it.
Magruder did splendidly at Big Bethel. It was a wonderful
thing how he played his ten thousand before McClellan like fireflies and
utterly deluded him. It was partly due to the Manassas scare that we gave them;
they will never be foolhardy again. Now we are throwing up our caps for R. E.
Lee. We hope from the Lees what the first sprightly running (at Manassas) could
not give. We do hope there will be no “ifs.” “Ifs” have ruined us. Shiloh was a
victory if Albert Sidney Johnston had not been killed; Seven Pines if Joe
Johnston had not been wounded. The “ifs” bristle like porcupines. That victory
at Manassas did nothing but send us off in a fool's paradise of conceit, and it
roused the manhood of the Northern people. For very shame they had to move up.
A French man-of-war lies at the wharf at Charleston to take
off French subjects when the bombardment begins. William Mazyck writes that the
enemy's gunboats are shelling and burning property up and down the Santee
River. They raise the white flag and the negroes rush down on them. Planters
might as well have let these negroes be taken by the Council to work on the
fortifications.
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1 The first battle of the Chickahominy, fought on
June 27, 1862. It is better known as the battle of Gaines's Mill, or Cold
Harbor. It was participated in by a part of Lee's army and a part of
McClellan's, and its scene was about eight miles from Richmond.
SOURCE: Mary Boykin Chesnut, Edited by Isabella D. Martin
and Myrta Lockett Avary, A Diary From Dixie, p. 195-7