I have allowed a huge gap to occur in this Diary, for which
I can offer a poor excuse. I have been sick with head-ache for about three
weeks, until a few days ago, when it left me, and simultaneously with its
departure disappeared also the feeling of lassitude with which I have been
almost prostrated; but I again feel my usual flow of spirits and a desire to
place on record the doings of the Forty-first. Since the bombardment of this
place on the night of the 14th of March, our daily life has been somewhat
interesting, compared with what it was before. The Yankee vessels remained
below the point a week or ten days, occasionally throwing a shell into our
midst, and finally disappeared entirely; but soon after our old acquaintance,
the "Essex," hove in sight, evidently with the intention of paying us
a protracted visit. During the last month, our regiment has been worked every
day at the rate of two hundred and fifty men to the detail, and, when not on
fatigue duty, we have drilled constantly. Our rations have improved greatly in
quality, but not in quantity. We now draw bacon, meal, rice, sugar, molasses
and peas, and fish are also very plentiful, but dear. For a while, after the
poor Texas beef gave out, we drew spoilt pork, but it was preferable.
During the intervals between the appearance of the Yankee vessels,
we have managed to pass off the time very well. The weather has been beautiful,
and our minds have been kept about as busy as our hands, between hope and
expectation—hope that we may get marching orders, while we have been anxiously
expecting the re-appearance of the Yankee fleet. As yet no marching orders have
come for us, but the gunboats have made their appearance above and below. The
first intimation we had of their coming was from an order for the regiment to
take position on the river bank, to act as sharpshooters during the engagement.
The fleet above, after a stay of a few days, during which they sent up rockets
and fired signal guns to the lower fleet, steamed up the river. After being
gone over a week, they re-appeared a few days since. The situation now is: we
are menaced above by three formidable vessels, while the fleet below is in
plain view and very busy. The probability is that an attack may be made at any
hour. We are ready for them.
SOURCE: Edwin L. Drake, Editor, The Annals of the
Army of Tennessee and Early Western History, Vol. 1, p. 165-6